But he didn’t look mean.

Just wrecked.

“Yeah?” he said.

“I’m Hannah’s mom,” I said.

He nodded once. “I know. You’re Sarah.”

That threw me.

“Jenna told me,” he said.

“She also told me not to bother you unless you wanted to talk.”

“Well, I’m talking now,” I said. My voice was shaking. “I’ve seen you here every day.

For months. You hold my daughter’s hand. You talk to her.

I need to know who you are and why you’re in her room.”

He glanced toward 223, then back at me.

“Can we sit?” he asked, nodding toward the waiting area.

I didn’t want to, but I also didn’t want to scream in the hallway, so I followed him.

We sat in two plastic chairs.

He rubbed his beard, took a breath, and looked me in the eye.

“My name is Mike,” he said. “I’m 58. I’ve got a wife, Denise, and a granddaughter named Lily.”

I waited.

“And?” I said.

He swallowed.

“I’m also the man who hit your daughter,” he said.

“I was the drunk driver.”

It was like my brain cut out for a second.

“What?” I asked.

“I ran the red light,” he said. “It was my truck. I hit her car.”

Everything in me went hot, then cold.

“You have got to be kidding me,” I said.

“You did this to her and you come in here and talk to her—”

“I pled guilty,” he cut in quietly. “No trial. Ninety days in jail.

Lost my license. Court-ordered rehab. AA.

I haven’t had a drink since that night.”

He spread his hands.

“But she’s still in that bed,” he said. “So none of that fixes anything.”

I stood up.

“I should call security,” I said. “I should have you thrown out and banned and—”

“You can,” he said.

“You’d be right to.”

He didn’t try to argue.

He just looked like a man waiting for a sentence.

“The first time I came here,” he said, “was the day after the crash. I needed to see if she was real. Not just a name in the report.”

He nodded toward the ICU side.

“Dr.

Patel wouldn’t let me in,” he said. “Said it wasn’t appropriate. So I sat in the lobby.

Then I came back the next day. And the next.”

He gave a tired half-smile.

“Finally, Jenna told me you were at a meeting with the social worker,” he said. “She said I could sit with Hannah for a bit.

She warned me you probably wouldn’t want me there if you knew who I was.”

“She was right,” I snapped.

He nodded. “Yeah. She was.”

He looked down at his hands.

He looked up at me with honest pain in his eyes.

“So now, every day at three, I sit with her for one hour.

I tell her I’m sorry. I tell her I’m sober and what happened at my latest meeting. I read the books she likes.

The bookstore manager told my wife what she used to buy, so I went and got them.”

He shrugged.

“It doesn’t change what I did,” he said. “But it’s something I can do that isn’t hiding.”

My eyes were burning.

“You could’ve just stayed away,” I said.

“I tried,” he said. “Didn’t last.

My sponsor told me if I wanted to make amends, I had to face it. Not run from it.”

He hesitated.

“My son died when he was 12,” he said quietly. “Bike accident.

Nobody’s fault. I know what it feels like to stand where you’re standing.”

I flinched.

“And then you chose to put someone else here,” I said.

He shut his eyes for a second.

“I know,” he said. “I live with that every day.”

I stood there, shaking.

“I don’t want you near her,” I said finally.

“Not right now.”

He nodded.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll stay away. If you ever change your mind… I’m at the noon meeting on Oak Street.

Every day.”

I walked back to Hannah’s room.

For the first time in months, three o’clock came and the door stayed closed.

No leather vest. No deep voice reading dragons to my kid.

I thought it would feel better.

It didn’t.

After a couple of days, Jenna said, “You told him, didn’t you?”

“Yeah,” I said.

She nodded slowly.

“I can’t tell you what to do,” she said. “But for what it’s worth, I’ve never seen anyone show up like he did.”

That night, I stared at Hannah and said, “Do you want him here?

Because I honestly don’t know what to do.”

She didn’t move, obviously.

I still felt like she heard me.

A few days later, I went to the noon AA meeting on Oak.

I sat in the back.

When it was his turn, he stood.

“I’m Mike, and I’m an alcoholic,” he said. “I’m also the reason a 17-year-old girl is in a coma.”

He talked about the crash. Jail.

Trying to drink himself to death. His sponsor. The hospital.

He didn’t mention my name or Hannah’s.

After the meeting, he saw me.

He froze.

I walked up.

“I don’t forgive you,” I said.

He nodded.

“I don’t expect you to.”

“But,” I said, “if you still want to sit with her… you can. I’ll be there. I’m not promising to talk to you.

But you can read.”

His eyes filled.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“No,” I said. “But I’m saying yes anyway.”

The next day at three, he came back.

He hovered in the doorway.

“Is it okay?” he asked.

I nodded once.

He sat down.

“Hey, kiddo,” he said to Hannah. “It’s Mike.

Got chapter seven for you.”

He started reading.

Her heart rate, which had been a little jumpy, steadied out on the monitor.

I pretended I didn’t notice.

Days turned into weeks.

He came at three. Stayed till four. Left.

We barely spoke.

Then, one Tuesday, he was halfway through a chapter.

“…and the dragon said—”

Hannah’s fingers tightened around mine.

Not a twitch.

A squeeze.

“Mike,” I said sharply. “Stop.”

We both stared at her hand.

There was a pause.

Then another squeeze.

I hit the call button so hard my thumb hurt.

“Jenna!” I yelled. “Dr.

Patel! Now!”

The room filled with people.

Hannah’s eyelids fluttered.

She whispered, “Mom?”

I broke.

“I’m here,” I said. “I’m right here.”

In the corner, Mike pressed his fist over his mouth and sobbed.

Hannah’s eyes moved toward him.

“You read… dragons,” she said.

“And you always say… you’re sorry.”

She didn’t know yet what he’d done.

She only knew his voice.

Later, when she was stronger, we told her everything.

Me, her dad Jason, her therapist Dr. Alvarez, and Mike.

Hannah listened quietly. Then she turned to Mike.

“Yes,” he said.

“I was.”

“You hit my car,” she said.

“I did,” he said.

“You come here every day?” she asked.

“As much as I can,” he said. “If you don’t want that, I’ll stop.”

She stared at him for a long time.

“I don’t forgive you,” she said.

He nodded. “I understand.”

“But I don’t want you to disappear either,” she added.

“I don’t know what that means yet. But… don’t just vanish.”

He let out a breath like he’d been underwater.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll be here.

On your terms.”

Recovery sucked.

Physical therapy. Pain. Nightmares.

Days where she’d say, “I hate my stupid legs,” and refuse to try.

Mike never pushed.

He just showed up.

Sat in the corner. Read. Talked when she wanted.

We eventually found out he’d been quietly helping with bills.

When I confronted him, he said, “I can’t undo what I did.

I can help pay for what comes after.”

Almost a year after the crash, Hannah walked out of the hospital.

Slow, with a cane. But walking.

I held one arm.

On the other side, she hesitated, then held Mike’s.

Outside the doors, she turned to him.

“You ruined my life,” she said.

He flinched. “I know.”

“And you helped keep me from giving up on it,” she said.

“Both can be true.”

He started crying again.

“I don’t deserve that,” he said.

“Probably not,” she said. “But I’m not doing it for you. I’m doing it for me.”

Now Hannah’s back at the bookstore part-time.

She’s starting community college next semester.

She still limps.

She still has bad days.

Mike is still sober.

He and his wife Denise bring Hannah snacks at therapy sometimes.

Every year, on the anniversary of the crash, at exactly three p.m., the three of us meet at the little coffee shop down the street from the hospital.

We don’t do speeches.

We just sit.

Drink coffee.

Talk about classes. About his granddaughter Lily. About nothing.

It’s not forgiveness.

It’s not forgetting.

It’s three people who got stuck in the same awful story, trying to write the next chapter without pretending the first one didn’t happen.

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